When I was growing up I believed I was just never meant to win. Every competition I entered, every raffle, every lottery ticket I bought- I just never won.   The story I told myself was “I never win”. I would buy the ticket already telling myself in my head “you know you are not going to win right?” And guess what- I didn’t.   You would think I got used to the feeling of loosing. That over 30 years of experience would have taught me to except this as my reality and be ok with it.   But I…